This mask i polish...It's like a fountain, a door has opened
We have a problem with no solution but to love and to be loved
So, I've made peace with the falling leaves
I see their same fate in my own body
But I won't be frightened when I am awoken from this dream
And returned to that which gave birth to me
Gave birth to me, gave birth to me, gave birth to me
And the story goes, and the story goes, and it goes
On and on and on and on...
for a person who is apprantly unable to cope with change things are shifting from their previous alignment into something new..perhaps good and promising but with the chance of something bad lurking beneath...
I'm getting settled into the college ,but the honeymoon period is defiently over.
I find myself sleeping a lot of my days yet usually in daylight like some fucked up insomniac owl with a social crisis...
Many weeks of building on friendships has made me equally positive and pessimistic....I try to arrange meeting up with people in the weird place outside that is called "the world" yet I find most of plans turn to shite in my hands...That paranoid scared side of me keeps breaking through my happiness like emotional tourrettes.cockwank mother 'ucker I'm stressed D;
as well as all this I'm travelling down to BATH(not shower sadly) to stay a few days with my friend Jowanand can't bloody wait!
It will be my first trip away from home that didnt involve padded cells.my parents due to money woes that would suit well to a period drama like bleak house have left me to pay my way there so I am going to have to get a national express coach which will take the time til the sun dies to reach Bath..I'm basically going to make a fort of books to keep myself sane on it....
At college I've been made the disabled student representative which I'm happy about...invisable disabilities are really disregarded a lot of the time..Just cause someone isnt in a wheelchair doesnt mean they're any less in need of help or support...
all in all things have been fairly hectic which is why I've been rather absent...
If things keep going this way I'll have many partly drunk(on ribena) rambles to stick up here...
custard cremes and some cocoa only do so much....xD
Tired
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"Get in the sandwich and make me a kitchen!" - [link]
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This is our "Music from a Bachelords Den" -
the sound of loneliness turned up to ten....
I am sylvia plath in dA's Celebrities Crew!
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TripleSixTripleQTripleSix is running the ~WLiiAClub
What's your philosophy on life? "It's rubbish without cookies and sugar" - ~XxKeybladexXxMastexX
how are you?
not heard from you in a while
your webcam pic is lovely
and would suit my bookclub
wish you a lovely rest
of the week
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Music Is True Love
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*hugs awkwardly*
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asphyxiating sheets of warped 3 dimensional gameboy glitches drum bombast pierce the skull with sheer shrill force, burrowing deep into the brain like a fever
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my real name is...
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